Now that things seem to be a little bit better, Jesper nestles in a little closer to Mat, still on his knees, running his fingers through that delightful mop of hair. He shakes his head and takes Mat's hand, putting it against his heart. "Mat, what we have, I've never had anything like it."

All of his relationships and loves, they all matter, yes, and he wouldn't say otherwise. But they also are all different. Mat's the kind of love that drives him crazy, spins him around, makes everything feel upside down and yet right at the same time.

"I need you. I don't want to live another day without you. No one will ever change that." And Jesper will keep saying that as many times as he needs to. It's not that Wylan being here doesn't change some things. In his life in Cadens it does, and figuring all of that out, it's going to be complicated. But Mat isn't complicated. He's just Mat.