A little laugh slips out of Mat as he looks at Jesper. It's a soft sound, and there's fondness and relief in it more than anything else.
"Jesper...would I be sitting here talking about ways we ought to do things better from here on out if I wasn't?" He shakes his head, not sure entirely what he's feeling but mostly just feeling exhausted.
"I didn't want things to end, you didn't want things to end..." Then obviously things weren't ended. "But we do need to...work on some things. Because we're both volatile fellows in uncharted waters. We've never done this, a proper romance like this. We're going to fuck up. It's a simple fact, my dear man, we both fuck things up."
He's quiet a moment, thinking.
"But maybe that's why it'll work. We are both...as we are. All fucked up. Normal person wouldn't understand."
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"Jesper...would I be sitting here talking about ways we ought to do things better from here on out if I wasn't?" He shakes his head, not sure entirely what he's feeling but mostly just feeling exhausted.
"I didn't want things to end, you didn't want things to end..." Then obviously things weren't ended. "But we do need to...work on some things. Because we're both volatile fellows in uncharted waters. We've never done this, a proper romance like this. We're going to fuck up. It's a simple fact, my dear man, we both fuck things up."
He's quiet a moment, thinking.
"But maybe that's why it'll work. We are both...as we are. All fucked up. Normal person wouldn't understand."