Jesper is kneeling in front of him, running fingers through his hair, but he doesn't tug his hair back, it needs Mat to make the decision to do so. Gray eyes try to catch his gaze and hold it. No darting looks away or trying to shamefully avoid it.
"Please give me another chance. I miss you so much. I love you. I'll be better, I'll work on my issues. I'll try to not react emotionally next time we have a fight."
The last time he was begging, it was begging Mat to leave with him, desperate and frantic, but he isn't desperate, he's just honest. His heart hurts and he feels like he's ripping open his chest and showing it, but at least he can tell himself he tried.
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Jesper is kneeling in front of him, running fingers through his hair, but he doesn't tug his hair back, it needs Mat to make the decision to do so. Gray eyes try to catch his gaze and hold it. No darting looks away or trying to shamefully avoid it.
"Please give me another chance. I miss you so much. I love you. I'll be better, I'll work on my issues. I'll try to not react emotionally next time we have a fight."
The last time he was begging, it was begging Mat to leave with him, desperate and frantic, but he isn't desperate, he's just honest. His heart hurts and he feels like he's ripping open his chest and showing it, but at least he can tell himself he tried.